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Dude I'm not dead
Hi
And I know how to draw not completely like shit
Holy crap
Been awhile
Hi
And I know how to draw not completely like shit
Holy crap
Been awhile
Devious Journal Entry
I am good for a while
I'll talk more, laugh more
Eat and sleep normally
But then something happens
Like a switch turns off somewhere
And all I am left with is the darkness of my mind
But each time it seems like I sink
Deeper and deeper
And I am scared...
Terrified that one day I won't make it back up
I feel like I am gasping for air
Screaming for help
But everyone just looks at me
With confused faces
Wondering what I am struggling over
When they're all doing just fine
And it makes me feel crazy
What the hell is wrong with me?
Devious Journal Entry
"your art sucks, dude!"
"why do you even draw if you cant?"
"plz plz stahp drawing, Its so bad I can't stand it"
Ya know what?
Fuck.
It.
Right in the ass.
I've been getting hate recently that my art "sucks."
That I should stop drawing.
I started drawing because it made my mom happy when I drew little fucking doodles and shit. I started drawing because I thought it might make people happy.
Guess I was wrong.
I'm gonna stop drawing.
I've had enough of this shit.
I can't take the goddamn hate anymore. Its killing me. I want to draw. I really do. But how can I when I can't do what made me start anymore? Some of you may like it. I app
I'm Still Learning
I'm still learning how to stop apologising
for all that I am; I wear my skin like a blanket
That's never been able to keep you warm enough
and Mom always used to say if you stay out in
the cold, you're gonna get sick, I don't want you
getting sick, please, don't be sick of me.
I'm wearing out my I'm sorry's like my
dignity's on clearance but please hear me, they've
got me mislabeled. I'm not trying to sell anything, I'm
just trying to keep you around. And I know that the sound
of the same syllables over and over can become like your
favourite melody ruined by your alarm clock telling you to
wake up to nothing ever changing, but I
Devious Journal Entry
HEY HEY LOOK AT THAT IM NOT DEAD
WHOO
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